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written by joshua marcus


I've a lot of living
Indenting the same cushion
Missing you
Missing youth

But I am not the wolf
Nor the crimson hood
Push me down
Take my body

I am flush with blood
I stink as an animal
Take me back
Claw my back

And death spreads as a plague
And life like spider bites
You suck the snails
But spit the venom

Inst. Chorus line

And I'm not splitting hairs
And I'm not splitting wood
Not splitting up
Not splitting particles

I'm a water wheel
I'm an oxbow lake
Around ambition
Around desire

It is I who cast this spell of stone
I who freezes in the headlights
I got angry, I got sad, I held back
Tangled in the webs we've wove

I'm a lot of living
Orbiting conditions
Missing youth
Missing abandon

I am not the wolf
Nor am I the duck
And I'm not Peter
I'm the grandfather

It is I who sang a worried song
I who did just what you told me
I got quiet I’ve grown distant. I held back
Tangled in the webs we’ve wove


from how we weave, released December 22, 2014


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Joshua Marcus Providence, Rhode Island

joshua marcus loves cooking with and for friends, all things musical, making art with shapes, and getting out of one's brain. and the ocean. and genuineness.

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